“The Place Behind Reality” on Kindle Vella Coming Soon

SYNOPSIS: “If you’re not careful and you noclip out of reality in the wrong areas, you’ll end up in the Backrooms….” Anita Puppala is a psychic podcaster who receives a cry for help, through what Anita calls the “Overlap”, from a little girl. This cry leads her to The Place Behind Reality. Unsure if she’ll ever see the real world again, Anita faces indescribable horrors lurking in the vaguely familiar environments, armed only with a flashlight and a voice recorder.

For roughly about three years now, I’ve been writing as much as I can in secret. I didn’t want to get distracted and put myself under pressure like I always have. For a while, I lost my enjoyment of writing and it wasn’t because of the writing itself it was because of the things that surrounded it. Keeping up with social media and trying to play to their algorithm was consuming me and I lost sight of what really mattered to me, which was telling a story. Well, anyway, I wrote a dozen or so things during that time and one of those things was a Kindle Vella series called The Place Behind Reality and I’m so excited to announce it here on my blog for the first time.

The Place Behind Reality is a story that takes place in the infamous “Backrooms” and it goes through several different staples known to those who follow the lore of the Backrooms. I’ve followed the lore of the Backrooms since they were first established and I’ve been a fan of all things liminal, which you can see in a lot of my work; as such, I’m so excited to be producing an episodic story set in one of my all-time favorite universes.

The first eleven episodes of The Place Behind Reality will be released on 12/29/2023.

Detritus – OUT NOW

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Hello all.

Me again.

I’ve come before you all today to announce that Detritus has been released digitally on Amazon. Use the link below to get your copy today!

Anyway, with Detritus being released, I figured now would be a good time to give a behind the scenes look at the process of writing Detritus.

A lot of my blog and social media underwent a pretty dramatic overhaul since we’ve started this journey almost five years ago. I’ve had to learn, I’ve had to fall, I’ve had to get back up and I’ve had to push forward for the sake of progress.

For about a year, I was having the hardest time writing. I kept asking myself why I was doing it and why I should even bother to continue writing in the first place. That’s when I realized that, because I’ve been plagued with imagination my entire life, I needed an outlet for it. I wasn’t trying to get rich or get famous, I just wanted to live in my worlds as much as I could without actually living in them. I even wanted to stop writing horror altogether and focus on a fantasy project I’ve been thinking about for a very long time. Some things happened and, needless to say, we all go back home one day. I needed a change from the usual extreme violence and go though. I wanted to do something nightmarish and surreal, and wallah, Detritus was born.

Challenges

At first, Detritus was one of the hardest books I had ever written. What made it really difficult was the decision to put Vessel on a series of train tracks. Describing his movement was the hardest thing for me because he couldn’t just go simply left or right, he had to find a turntable that lifted him up and spun him in whatever direction he wanted to go. I kid you not, humble reader, writing in the movement nearly made me quit writing Detritus, but I had a mission for this book and I loved the world and characters, so I suffered through for the sake of the story.

The biggest challenge of all, however, was that of how far I wanted to take this project. I had to find an artist for the cover, I had to get an editor and I had to put aside funds for marketing, but did I have the funds to do so? I’m still unsure of that because I have a daughter on the way and could I really fork over hundreds of dollars for something that might produce a return? Ultimately, I decided that it wouldn’t happen. I spoke with my friend Warren, the artist behind the Detritus visuals, about collaborating on some teaser images and a cover. He was more than happy to work with me, seeing as we were friends, and was completely affordable, professional and is immensely talented. Honestly, Warren saved this project and, if you’re reading this, mate, thank you for doing so. It really means a lot.

Finally, finding an editor proved to be more difficult than I initially imagined. Editing prices have been sky high and most of them were completely booked for months ahead. I won’t bore you with the details other than that, but just know that it was a real pain.

Future Plans

I know I really shouldn’t talk about this right now. I haven’t even had a chance to gauge the demand for Detritus. But it motivates me to think about the different projects set in the world of Detritus.

  • Graphic novel
  • YouTube series
  • Short story

These are what I want to produce under the style and story of Detritus in hopes of giving a bit more detail. All of them are subject to change or cancellation, of course, depending on the quality of life of Detritus. I’ve said it a hundred times now, but while I write for the story, I publish to share that story.

Conclusion

Thus begins our new journey, humble reader, and if you’d like to join us in this adventure, click the link above to purchase your digital copy of Detritus and if you’re a Kindle Unlimited subscriber, you can download it absolutely free.

If you’re like me and swear by print editions only, that will be coming very soon. There have been some problems with Amazon’s KDP paperback service and I’m working on getting in fixed as we speak.

As always, thanks for reading guys and I hope you love the book!

See you all soon. (Still not sure if I should say goodbye at the end of a blog post.)

The Stick Figure

I had to work a later shift at the funeral home. A lot of deaths due to a recent pandemic and I had to prep them for their showings. The week was booked, the business was booming, but I was stressed. I doubt my grandfather ever had to deal with this many corpses at once. He’d probably pawn them off on somebody else, but I can’t do that in today’s economical climate. I’m barely keeping my head above water due to all of these different loans I’ve had to take out for this place and the brand new car my wife wanted to pick up. Shit, I spend more time here than I do at home anymore, but that’s okay because when all of this is over, I’ll have made enough to pay back all my loans and then some. I’m starting to feel really tired though, so I’d better finish up here.

The embalming process really is a pain in the ass. It takes too long, in my opinion. I think after all of this is said and done, I’m going to start looking around for some extra help because I’m getting older and slower and I can’t do all of the planning and embalming by myself anymore.

The machine finishes the procedure and I remove the device from Mrs. Hemsworth, then wheel her back into the fridge area. I hate having bodies just lying all over the place like a butcher shop, but I have no choice. The freezers are all full. All I can do is turn the AC up to full blast and hope for the best.

Most of them here are being shown over the next couple of days anyway, so I don’t need to worry about them going bad. I think tomorrow I’ll rent one of those freezer trucks from somewhere because this just feels wrong. If somebody from the city came in here and saw this, I’d be shut down for sure.

My surgical tool tray spills onto the floor behind me and the door is swaying back and forth. What the fuck? I look around the room and notice one of the gurneys are empty. That’s it! I’m done! I don’t give a fuck what caused a stiff to get up and walk off like that, but I’m not staying here. I’m leaving and I’m burning this fucking place to the ground.

I sprint out of the morgue and up a set of stairs, tripping over a body bag sprawled out over the top of the stairs. No, no, no, no! Fuck this shit! I stand to my feet and prepare to sprint for the front door, but notice a figure, far too skinny to be living, staring at me from down the hall. I run and hide in the dark showroom and strip off my bright blue medical PPE and cower behind the podium where priests would give their sermon.

The other set of doors opened and I hear rapid shuffling going on above me. I want to move, I want to run for the doors, but I’m too scared. I can’t do it.

The shuffling ceases almost immediately. After a while, I stand to my feet and see that the room is empty. I go to the door and force it open.

“Am I dead?” the stick figure woman said to me.

Her head sat on top of a skinny, skeletal frame littered with old, rotting guts.

Before I could answer, she starts wobbling towards me.

Discharge of a Rotting Mind (Updates) – Detritus, Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits, & More

DISCHARGE OF A ROTTING MIND

Introduction

Hey everyone.

It’s me again.

It’s been a while since I’ve made one of these, hasn’t it? My apologies. I’ve been really busy working on books and reviews for you guys, while also getting ready to move and have everything in order for our newborn. By the way, we’re less than 3 months from the big day and I can’t wait to hear my daughter cry for the first time.

Anyway, I figured it would be a great time to finally update you guys on what’s going to be coming in the near future. Strap in, we’ve got a lot to cover here.

Detritus

BIG NEWS!

Well, if you want to classify the announcement of a new book big news on an author blog (yes, this is still an author blog).

Detritus is my next upcoming novel. Rather than try to explain this rather bizarre story, I want to show you guys one of the teasers I’ve had made by a talented individual named Warren (Twitter: @BloodWar7, Instagram: @bloodwar7 give him a peek if you have the time).

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That image is a picture of “The Vessel” the protagonist of Detritus. The great Agitator is a biomachine living within a strange and twisted world watched over by a mysterious, seemingly omnipotent deity named Mother.

Unfortunately, I can’t go much farther into details for fear of spoilers. But I can tell you what kind of influences I had for this story:

  • The Quay Brothers’ short films
  • H. R. Giger’s paintings
  • Tool’s early music
  • Thomas Ligotti’s stories

So if you’re familiar with the themes of any of these things, you’ll have a basic idea of what to expect for Detritus. Anyway, I’m really excited to release this one soon. I have a book cover coming and, after that, I will have a release date.

Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits

It’s done. Finally. The sequel to Born Again is finished. Honestly, I don’t know what it was about Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits but it felt like it would never get done.

As some of you may know, it had its fair share of shortcomings and failures that eventually led to me stepping away from the project completely. I’m not gonna lie, humble reader, this book almost broke me as an author. Not because I hated writing it, but because everything seemed to be getting in my way with Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits. I really started evaluating my life and my presence as an author over this manuscript. I really did think this project was my last time ever writing a book.

Talking about this journey to Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits is a blog post by itself though so I won’t talk about it much more.

The cover is in the works right now and a number of other boring things that associate with releasing a new book. I’m aiming for a fall release on this one. Probably October so that I have something for everyone for Halloween season.

I cannot stress just how good it feels to have this book completed finally. 2.5 years of work and stress are going to finally come to fruition.

Other Books

Aside from the completion of Detritus and Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits, I have a series of novelettes that I’ve been working on. Each of these novelettes is going to be 5 chapters long at 15,000 words each. More on those later. Each one has the potential to become much bigger projects should I choose to go a bit farther with them.

I have one novella almost finished along with a novel about halfway complete. But I haven’t worked on them in about two weeks so they have no guaranteed date of release yet. Honestly, I’m not expecting to have these done until late this year or even 2021.

With the projects in the works right now, I may have some releases that carry me all the way to 2022 which is awesome because I can spend more time focusing on other things like this blog and marketing each respective work. Most of all, however, I’m happy that I’ll be able to spend more time with my friends and family, because, honestly, I’ve been a recluse for the better part of a year.

This whole quarantine ordeal has actually helped my writing and I a lot. I was built for isolation!

Blog

Since the above passages were rather large, I’ll keep this one brief:

  • 2 Movie reviews
  • 1 Book review
  • 2 Flash fiction stories
  • 1 Short story

These will be coming soon. Be sure to check them out!

Misc. Projects

A jack of all trades is a master of none they say? Well, I disagree. A jack of all trades belongs in a mental institution.

Anyway, a very select few of you may know that I also do some occasional Twitch streaming and video reviews of various things. Twitch streaming is my favorite way to interact with people all over the globe, so I’ve got to take the chance to shamelessly plug it here: twitch.tv/thecreaturefeature . I stream every Sunday and Monday night at 9 PM. Come say hi, ask me questions, insult my unprofessional attitude, your choice! Don’t worry, you’ll never hear anything of my Twitch again after this post.

My YouTube channel, on the other hand, you’ll hear about it on occasion. I made the channel under my name, because I treat it like my blog, only in video form. I do teasers for my books, short films, reviews, vlogs, and even analysis videos. For my YouTube, I have the following lined up:

  • Teaser for Detritus (awaiting release date)
  • Vlog
  • Character analysis

So, if you like my blog, I can guarantee you’d like my YouTube. Like my journey as an author, my YouTube has gone through a pretty crazy evolution over the past three years.

Conclusion

Well, that’s all for now guys. As always, thanks for reading. You are the reason I do this. With nobody to read, I’d just be a guy trapped in his head 24/7. Thank you for allowing me this opportunity to have this outlet.

A big welcome to some of the new people following the blog! I hope you enjoy this little cult– er– family we’ve put together here.

Take care, everyone, and stay safe.

Within a Hayfield

“Fuck, baby, I love you so much!” She screamed.
“Does my throbbing cock feel good?” I replied.

No wonder she’s so popular with all the other boys at school! She’s tight as fuck and she knows just what to say!

“Bend me over, Ben. I want you in my ass.”
“Fuck yeah– okay–“

Kinky as fuck being out in a hayfield too.  I’ve never been with a girl as freaky as her. She’ll take it any way I want to give it to her!

“First– hey, baby, look at me– first I want to suck your fucking hard dick– get you all wet so you can slide inside.”
“Holy fuck–” is all I could manage.

As I leaned back, she spared no time wrapping her fingers around my red, swollen penis and guiding it down her throat.

“My pussy tastes so good on you–” she said.
“Doesn’t it?”

A low rattling began to sound out from some farther reach.

“Oh! Oh! Fuuuuuuck!” I cried as my cock exploded in her mouth.

I brush the rattling off as just some blood draining from my ears as I climaxed. She kept sucking and sucking and sucking– moaning as my semen began to spill out of the sides of her mouth. As she pulled me out of her mouth, the rattling grew louder and seemed to be coming from behind her. Again, I brush it off as my senses returning as the stars explode.

“Your semen is really sweet,” she whispered.

I close my eyes, trying to block out the coming headache.  I’ve never had an orgasm that literally blew my mind.

Next thing I know, she starts screaming and the rattling is deafening.  I watch her as she begins to be sucked into some giant, bladed, rotating device. Aliens? No! Then I see the blood begin to spew out and practically cover me in a few seconds. I fell back and felt the roller ride over my legs before they come to a stop.

I was in shock.

“A– harvester?” I mumble
“Oh gawd! Oh gawd!” I heard the farmer say as he stepped out of the cab.

He kept repeating himself and I started to scream finally, I couldn’t feel my legs anymore and pain was absent, thankfully; I’m more so afraid of the fact that I just nearly got ground by a harvester. I’m staring at my mangled, disembodied legs, bent in a way they should never have been bent, oozing and the toes are still– somehow– twitching.

“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Stupid fucking kids!” The farmer said again.

Next thing I know, the farmer climbs back into the cab and starts the engine. Instead of backing up he started the grinder then he– started moving forward. The last thing I felt was one of the blades coming down on my dick then onto my waste– then up– up– up.

The Phone Call

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It started when I was on the toilet, attempting to take a shit in case you couldn’t guess, and it was late. My phone read one-thirty-two in the morning and I was bone tired. I needed to use the bathroom immensely, I mean, it woke me up out of my sleep– the toilet must have been calling to me or something.

Anyway, I turn on my phone screen and click the Google search bar. Curious about the next big PlayStation release, I attempt to type out the words on my phone. My phone started spazzing out and typing out a whole bunch of crazy, nonsensical shit.

I didn’t think much of the glitch, at first, I just assumed it was a virus that latched itself onto my phone from all the porn I had been watching.

I restarted the phone and as the screen flashed on, my lock screen background had changed to a selfie of me sitting on the toilet a few seconds ago. Once again, I just thought it was a virus. I returned to the Google search bar and attempt to type again, the same glitch happened except this time the phone backed out of Google and turned the screen off.

“Are you fucking kidding?” I mumbled to myself.

I turned the screen back on and found that the lock screen had been changed again. The screen this time, however, had been changed into a picture of me or– at least what I thought was me– laying on a bed. My eyes had been sunken and it looked as if I was drunk. I was dead, to put it plainly.

“Holy fucking shit,” I said, my heart beginning to pound,

Suddenly, I got a phone call from some number where all of the numbers were — broken. I hesitated, this was some straight-up Creepy Pasta shit, dude, but I answered anyway.

“H—H—Hello?” I whispered into the receiver,

All that greeted me was a piercing shriek that curdled my blood. Not only had my left ear began to ring, but the phone– also shocked me. Pulling it away from my face, I saw on the screen the look of a girl whose mouth was hung open wide and her empty eyes seemingly beginning to cry while the rest of her face remained still. I froze there on the spot. Fuck me! I couldn’t put down the phone!

“Why did he do this to me!? WHY!?” she cried,

She screamed again and I threw the phone at the bathroom door. As the screen landed face down on the tile, the light bulbs above the sink mirror burst.

As I sat there in the darkness, the girl’s sobs seemed to come from right beside me then suddenly stop.

All that came after, was the BLOOP of the water as my shit hit the toilet bowl.

Discharge of a Rotting Mind – Happy One Year Anniversary to the Blog!

DISCHARGE OF A ROTTING MIND

HOLY SMOKES!

IT JUST DAWNED ON ME THAT I’VE HAD THIS BLOG FOR A YEAR ALREADY!

I guess it’s true when they say that time really does fly the older you get. I mean, sure, I’m twenty-three right now but I feel like I’ve already experienced an entire lifetime at this point.

I mean, to think, last year I wasn’t sure about writing anymore or even bothering with writing posts for my blog, but, look at this! We’ve had a pretty consistent flow of posts for a whole year and in that year I’ve seen a few things:

  • A slow, but steady growth for this blog
  • A slow, but steady growth for my social media
  • A more organized workflow
  • Some interesting ways to exploit the English language

I’ve witnessed a few other things that I’m sure I’ll remember later, but still, this has been a pretty exciting year! I just wish I would have released a single book, but instead I had most of my work unpublished.

Anyway, happy birthday to the blog and I can’t thank everyone enough for the small community we’ve started building here.

Fiction

Alright so I’ve been swapping back and forth between two projects which have proved troublesome for me in the past, but as of right now both are going smooth.

The first is a novella and it will be coming before anything else. That’s all I want to say about it right now.

The second is an epic-sized novel. I’ve written about twenty-thousand words for this one already and I’m far from being finished with it. This project probably won’t be published this year, simply because of the sheer size of the damned thing and the fact that I have to balance a full-time job with being a first-time father of a newborn, so this will be really difficult to finish, edit and publish by the end of the year.

BONUS: I can’t recall if I’ve mentioned this before, but I have also been revisiting Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits. All of the stories are finished, it just needs a cover and needs to be edited….. REALLY BAD. If I do decide to pursue this novel further, it will be released at the end of the year, probably in October to be in season with Halloween.

Other than that, I don’t have any other novels in the works at the moment. A couple of abandoned works that I could revisit if I have the time, but at the moment that doesn’t seem possible.

Blog

I’ve got a review of Stephen King’s The Drawing of the Three going live tomorrow, so be sure to check that out.

I’ve also got some flash fiction stories coming to the blog soon, but these will probably be stopped due to something else that I have planned. Not guaranteed at the moment.

I’m in the process of writing reviews for a film and another research discovery that I’d love to share with you guys.

Finally, I’ve also got a series of questions lined up for interviews with indie artists/authors/filmmakers/game developers. I’m going to start asking a few people if they’d be interested so, that should be coming soon as well.

Patreon

This is something that I’m actually pretty darn scared about making.

I would love to make a Patreon page where all of my readers could pay a small amount of pocket change to read early sneak peeks and exclusive short stories and flash fiction. I’ve got all of my tiers made up, all I have to do is make the Patreon page go live. I just want to do this properly and see what kind of reaction this would gauge if I did decide to do this.

The current tiers I’m working with are:

  • $1
  • $2
  • $5
  • $10
  • $20
  • $100 (limited to one person)

They’ll each have some pretty solid rewards if I do say so myself, I just need to grow some guts and start it.

Conclusion

That’s it for now, I’ll start posting regular update posts again when we get closer and closer to the release of my next post.

As always, thanks for reading.

Feast

 

 

FEAST

Sunako Megumi clenches her fists tightly as she peers behind her at the village that has kept her from her life.

Sunako always is a small-town girl with big-city dreams. She romanticizes daily of life in a penthouse in downtown New York or, at the very least, Tokyo. She dreams of fame, wealth, and happiness. It’s her parents’ fault that she’s still stuck here. For the sixteen years, she’s been alive, her mother and father just do the same thing day in and day out, working the rice fields that surround their village. They’ve tried to have their daughter join them, just as her older brother had, but eventually gave up, realizing she dreamed too much.

She turns back towards the road before her and smiles, thinking about all her family missing her and crying over her when they realized she had run away. By the time this happened, however, she planned to be hours away. She continued forward, adjusting her backpack filled with clothes, food, and various beauty products.

About ten minutes later, she had reached the terraced rice fields where her parents worked day after day. She stopped a moment to catch her breath and take a sip from the canteen of water she had slung over her shoulder.

 

“This is it.” She whispered to herself as she stared out over the fields.

 

She screwed the cap back onto her canteen and let it fall to her side as she began cutting through the field. Instead of taking an hour just to go around the fields via the road, she figured she could, at least, cut her time in half cutting through. She stepped off the road and into an ankle-deep pool of water. She shrieked, feeling the chill rush up to her spine. She had forgotten the paddy fields were practically lakes at this point.

 

“No point in turning back now. I’m already wet.” She mutters, trudging through the water.

 

The deeper she went in the fields, the further away she got from any regrets of leaving her family in the middle of the night. The rice was the reason for her captivity in the first place, is it not? Her parents worked the fields day after day and yet they could hardly make ends meet, at least, that’s what her parents told her. At that rate, she’d never go to college and never get to New York, she’d be trapped at the village like everyone else stupid enough to stay there. She’d rather die.

She suddenly heard the splashing of water behind her. She froze and she bent over, wondering who else could be out in the fields. Was it her brother? Did he follow her out here to try and convince her to come back home? She looked around but saw nothing.

She eased forward, trying to avoid any sight of whoever else was out in the fields with her. She smacked a palm to her head, realizing that if it was, indeed, her brother then he would have said something by now. It’s probably just an animal of some kind. She took a deep breath and straightened her posture and continued forward.

Still, on edge, she decided to try and calm herself with some music, removing her MP3 player and headphones from her bag. She jams the audio jack into the port on the side of the device and turns it on. She wished she had a phone, but her parents always said that phones were a waste of money and time. Probably wouldn’t get service out in the middle of nowhere anyway, she thought.

Once the screen flashes on, she presses the play button and it begins playing her favorite pop song, singing about clubs, dancing, drinking, and, most importantly, boys. She always wanted a boyfriend, but all the boys in the village were nobodies, left to live in their father’s shadow and die in the fields.

The plopping of water sounds out again, she only hears it slightly this time and pins it up to her nerves once more, trying to drown it out by humming the lyrics to the song. Then the water splashed rapidly and louder, almost deliberately. She removed her headphones and turned around. She scanned the darkness for any sign of movement but found none.

 

“Hello?” she called out nervously.

 

In response, something besides her caused a massive burst of water to explode from the rice plants. She yelped and ran straight. The water splashing all around her made her believe that whatever was toying with her was right behind her.

Her head filled with panic and the thought of some pervert chasing after her. He was going to rape her and then kill her– with a knife– the one thing she’s paranoid about. Her brain ran faster than she could ever hope to and her legs locked up and she fell face-first into the water. Her MP3 slipped from her hand and drowned right in front of her. She sobbed and sat on her knees rubbing her eyes. She wanted to go home now, she didn’t care about going to Tokyo or New York, she just wanted to go home where it was warm and safe.

She peered through her hands at the darkness surrounding her. She felt incredibly vulnerable and exposed; Sunako was at the mercy of her pursuer. Still, she saw nothing, she heard nothing.

 

“I want to go home.” She quietly sobbed.

 

Something leaped from the darkness behind her and tackled her, pinning her face in the water. She fought as it tore at her clothes and she managed to escape and shoot straight up to begin running the direction from which she came. She peered behind her and saw her pursuer. It wasn’t a man, although its body had the shape of one. The jaw was elongated and snapping at her as it chased. Its eyes were black and it had no hair, just a large collection of dark veins trailing all over its scalp. The muscles covering the body were red, as though there was no flesh keeping them covered. It had claws on its hands and feet and was charging after her on all four limbs. She was flooded with terror and ran even harder.

She hadn’t got more than a few paces away when another creature leaped out of the rice stalks to her right and tackled her. This one was a mirror image to its fellow beast and carried the same overwhelming bloodthirst that clung to its twin.

The one on top of her stretched its jaw wide, exposing a large set of fangs and bit down on Sunako’s neck, driving its teeth into her jugular. It ripped its head up and the girl’s head nearly came off of the small strand of flesh that remained of her neck. The other was now upon her as well and had taken to her arm, using its claws to rip it from her torso, it swallowed the small thing in almost a single bite, then it moved onto her right leg. The one on top of Sunako had moved down and quickly ripped open her chest with its giant mandible and began feasting on her internal organs.

The young girl with dreams of romance and big city life died quickly. By the time the sun came up, her body was almost completely devoured save for a few strands of meat and bone the two creatures deemed unpleasing. She was discovered by two workers who came to the fields that day. Only a part of her face had remained following the attack and that was used to identify her. The police told her parents and they wept to mourn their daughter, blaming themselves for what had happened, just the way she wanted them to when she set out on her adventure.

Discharge of a Rotting Mind (Updates) – Changes & Other Things

DISCHARGE OF A ROTTING MIND

Hello all, I hope you’re well.

In today’s post, I’ll be addressing, primarily the blog, my personal situation and announcing a timeframe set for Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits. 

You may have noticed that I made a slight change to the update title. This was to match the picture. I have no shame in this confession.

I won’t pad too much on this post so let’s just jump right into it.

New Stuff, Coming Soon!

  • Character Analysis: This will be experimental for this blog. I want to dissect fictional characters and see what makes them tick and why we are so drawn to them. This is something I do on my YouTube channel as well so I’ll be fluctuating this type of content between the two
  • Short Story Analysis: Same deal with fictional characters, I want to see what draws us to various short stories and/or talk about some of the meanings behind them and so forth
  • Poetry: If you’ve followed me from my various social media platforms, you’ll know that I have a poetry book published. A little odd considering all of my other work is horror. Anyway, I still write poems when I can’t really think of anything for my fiction or if I have a certain line in my head that I really like. I would like to share some of these poems with you guys, to have even more content for the blog.

Blog Stories

I’ve got some really loopy stuff in mind for stories that will be coming down the road. What will you be getting? Well, I’ve been watching a lot of B-horror movies and would like to start experimenting with this story type in writing. I believe the intellectuals call it ‘bizarro’ fiction.

I’ll be honest, I have no stories finished at this time, but am working on one right now that is a real treat for the nostalgic kind from the 80’s and 90’s.

Reviews

I currently have a handful of novel reviews written up and have been doctoring them. In all honesty, novel reviews are much more difficult than film or video game reviews because there is just so much ground to cover with them. I know I said I would try and review every book that I have read in the month of June, but that’s proving to be a bit more than what I had bargained for. I plan to publish at least four more novel reviews before my read-a-thon ends and I’ve got some pretty good stories to talk about here.

Next, are film reviews. I did have a few written but haven’t had the chance to edit them, considering I’ve been focusing on the novel reviews. However, I will be posting a few more somewhere down the road in the near future. So, if you enjoy my film reviews more, fear not.

Video game reviews, on the other hand, will no longer be posted on this blog. I have a second blog dedicated to gaming. Reviews, collecting, news, highlights, and collaborations related to the gaming community will be going here. The blog’s name is Game Quest and my goal is to fuse one of my favorite hobbies with my passion for writing to talk about things that would otherwise be out of place on this blog. I won’t be focusing as much on the horror genre and the community; I also won’t talk about my writing on Game Quest as much as this blog. So, if you enjoyed the video game reviews I have published on this blog or if you like gaming as a whole, I urge you to go follow Game Quest at: gamequesting.wordpress.com . Oh, and if you have a strong passion for gaming like I do and would love to collaborate with a group of like-minded people, please let me know, I’m currently looking for a bunch of contributors to help out with that blog.

Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits

Got a few more image teasers ready to go to share all over my social media. The manuscript’s first half is going through its second phase of editing right now, which is pretty cool.

I would really like to share one more story before the novel is released, but I’ll have to decide which one that will be.

Anyway, Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits will probably be released in fall of this year or, at the very latest, early 2020.

Personal Life

Time to get personal here and my apologies for doing so.

I recently started a new job that involves working overnights. I’ve been spending the past week and a half trying to change my sleeping schedule. I haven’t had to work for a few months now, considering my writing had sustained me. Unfortunately, I must return to having a day– night– job and adjusting my body to the new schedule has taken a lot out on me. On top of that, I’ve got a lot of family stuff going on and a vacation coming up pretty soon. Why am I telling you this, humble reader? Because the content on my blog will not be as regular as I’d like it to be. This is only temporary, mainly until my body can adjust to the new schedule. No, I’m certainly not going hungry or about to be homeless, I’ve just made bigger financial commitments than what my writing income can handle; commitments that are going to better the lives of my future family and my own.

I won’t go on much longer. My apologies if it sounded like I was venting, especially since I stated that I didn’t want to do that with this blog. Don’t worry, personal life updates will be very far and few between, they will not become a regular thing on this blog.

Conclusion

Well, that’s all for today’s update post. Got a lot of great stuff coming to you guys soon and we’re on the verge of getting a massive overhaul on this blog!

As always, thank you guys for reading this blog and supporting me in the ways that you do. You guys are frikin’ awesome.

See you guys again soon.

The Inspiration Behind the Character Jack aka “Mr. Fatal”

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Hello all, good to see you again.

Today I wanted to talk a little bit about one of my most infamous characters, Jack Beaumont aka “Mr. Fatal”. For those of you who haven’t read Born Again yet Mr. Fatal is an evil, sadistic director of pornography and snuff films. He gave our hero James a pretty rough time and has a history of doing some incredibly awful things to many other people, simply for financial gain. His ‘films’ range from murder, to rape and even to pedophilia; he sells each of his movies for incredibly high prices to anyone willing to pay for them. The sad part is that business is booming for him. He uses his status as a porn director and former Hollywood director to justify his immense wealth generated from the snuff industry. He has no regard for anyone other than himself, even going as far as to bury his own son in his backyard underneath the flowers. All he cares about is power and wealth and putting on a great show for his consumers.

So that’s the basics of his personality, he’s a pretty seedy individual, to say the least. I’m not here to give a brief biography, however. I’m here to talk about what inspired me to create this nasty human being.

Literary Frustration

Let’s cover the biggest, and perhaps, the most egotistical inspiration for this character.

At the time of writing Born Again I was extremely frustrated with the lack of responses I was getting from my previous work. I wanted the same reactions I got for Never Forgive Me, Never Forget Me and I just didn’t get it. Sales were slowing down, reader base was dropping and I didn’t know what to do. I figured I would try and rebrand myself and focus more on the extreme aspects of my writing. Thus I was given the idea of a man who had it all and then lost it all, only to sink in an evil pit of sorts. Mr. Fatal started out as an author, but I couldn’t think of anything to revolve around this fact. Eventually, I settled with a washed-up director who became so self-obsessed and frustrated with the world that rejected his Hollywood films. He became greedy and violent and BAM Jack Beaumont was created.

So, in a way, Jack is the rendition of my frustration for a world that just refused to pick up my books. It was childish, yes, but it created one of my favorite characters in my little universe.

Michael Bay

Love him or hate him, you can’t deny that Michael Bay has become a kind of meme in the film community with his over-the-top explosives and action sequences, the way he portrays military and the fact he’s always got to have an attractive girl that he can exploit in his movies. Still, he is much wealthier than me and is almost a household name at this point. People still see his movies and buy them and he’s given massive budgets for his films.

So Mr. Fatal is, basically, like a ‘what if’ scenario for Michael Bay. If society stopped seeing his movies altogether, what would Michael Bay do? Probably porn with fancy editing and an attractive porn star that is saved from the giant robot dong. Would he do snuff? Probably not, but porn is certainly something I’d see him doing.

The Bully of the Playground

“It’s my way or the highway” mentality.

Do you remember when you were a kid playing with your friends? Maybe you were playing cops and robbers or tag. Perhaps you’ve had that one kid in your group who always has to make up rules to benefit them? That’s fine. That’s a kid thing to do. Now let’s say this same kid is also the playground bully who doesn’t let other kids come slide down the slide closest to him, simply because that slide is the biggest on the playground. That’s how I see Jack. He’ll start off with a simple set of rules, then add more on as the film progresses. James, the protagonist of Born Again, was given a fairly simple set of rules when he was cast as Jack’s leading man, reach point B from point A, killing anyone in his path. As time went on, however, Jack began adding on more and more rules, eventually making it almost impossible for James to succeed. Oh, and the slide in this scenario? Is the wife and daughter of our unlucky protagonist.

While the playground is actually a city, Jack certainly resembles an elementary bully in the most extreme sense.

Conclusion

I created Mr. Fatal as a villain with the sole intention to shock and disgust. I want readers to question what could make a man so brutal? Funny thing is, pride and greed can drive a man to the most extreme version of himself and, in my opinion, Mr. Fatal has peaked in that sense.

He’s the symbol of human brutality and greed and that was my intended purpose for him. He is currently my favorite villain I have written, simply because he is so different than the rest of my characters (as he should be).

Hopefully, this post gives you guys a little more insight into the character. He’ll be undergoing even more development that you guys will see when Mr. Fatal’s Greatest Hits is released in the near future.


Before I go, I wanted to thank you guys and welcome some of the new followers on this blog. I hope you all find some enjoyment here.

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